Coffee with Uncle Reggie: A Near Death Experience
与曾叔叔喝咖啡闲聊 : 与死亡面对面
(张鹏远 翻译)
Typical Hong Kong ward of the 19503 and 60s, when my father removed my appendix
二十世紀五、六十年代我父亲给我做闌尾切除手術時典型的香港医院病房

One day, a few days after I started my internship at the Queen Mary Hospital in Hong Kong, I was doing morning rounds on my ward. In those days, it was common to have 20 beds or so per ward, and overflow patients had to sleep on cots. Some cots were even in open air balconies adjoining the ward rooms.

有一天早上,我正在医院的病房里巡查,那时我刚开始在香港玛丽医院实习不久。在那个年代,每个病房里放20张床是司空见惯的事,多出的病人還要睡在可摺迭的帆布床上,有些帆布床甚至要放在病房旁边的阳台上。

Suddenly one of my patients, who had a brain tumor, got up from his cot and walked briskly towards the balcony. I thought that was strange and instantly tensed up. Indeed, he went straight to the railing and started to climb over the railing.

突然,我有一名患脑肿瘤的病人从帆布床上起来,径直走向阳台。我覚得奇怪,也开始紧张起来,果不其然他直接走到阳台的栏杆前并试图翻过去。

I dashed immediately toward him, shouting, “What are you doing? What are you doing? Sure enough, he acted like he was ready to jump, so I gripped both his forearms. He was a heavier person than I was, and I sensed that this was not going to end well. I pleaded with him, “Don’t jump, Don’t jump!” (“Mm ho tieu, Mm ho tieu!” However, he ignored me and quickly stepped out into the air, with his final words to me, “I’m leaving.” (“Ngor tsau la”)

我马上冲过去,大声喊到: “你要干什么?你要干什么?” 不出我所预料,他真的淮备要跳下去,我立刻紧紧抓住他的两只胳膊。我意识到,他比我要重的多,这样下去后果不堪设想。 我开始恳求他: “不要跳,不要跳。” 然而,他没有理会我,只听到他最后说了一句 “我走了”,就翻过栏杆。

In the 1930 s, my father had earlier attended the same medical school as I later did, perched precariously on typical balcony of the times: be careful!
二十世紀三十年代,我父亲就读我后来上 的同一所医学院,他危险地坐在那個時代 典型的陽台邊缘——小心!

So there I was, hanging on to both his forearms while he was dangling in the air, his only connection with life being my grip. Soon I could see the hospital gown sleeves on his forearms beginning to slip and my hold clearly slipping. By this time, a crowd was gathering at the ground level, 5 stories below. They were all watching us in horror, while I was watching the face of this man in horror, with the blur of the crowd as background. I prayed a silent prayer, not really knowing what else to do, except hanging on.

当他悬在半空的时候,我一把紧紧地拽著他的前臂,这时他的生命全在于我能否紧紧抓住他。不一会,我看到他病号服上的袖套开始滑落,我也明显感觉到他从我手中缓缓向下滑。 这时,五层楼以下的地面开始聚集了人群,他们惊恐地望著我们,我也惊恐地看著这病人的,仿佛感觉楼下的人群变得模糊。我做了一个默祷,除了坚持下去外,我不知道還能做什么。

Suddenly a nursing “sister” (in the British system, head nurses are called “sisters”)with a better size than mine, ran over. She grabbed one of the man’s forearms, and I shifted my whole effort to the other forearm. She yelled, “Pull, pull, pull!” and for some Herculean reason, we dragged him up while he was hanging in mid-air.

突然,ー个比我カ气大的护士长跑了过来。她抓住了病人的ー只前臂,于是我用尽全力去拉他的另ー只前臂。她大声喊到 “用力拉,用力拉,用カ拉”,不知 道从哪里来那么大的カ气,我们竟然把他从半空中拉了上来。

Fortunately, he did not really fight back. A few more people by now had overcome their shock and rushed to the scene. We were able then to jerk his whole body up and over the railings, and onto the balcony, where he was suitably subdued and taken to . . . I don’t really remember where.

幸好他没有再去挣扎,那些惊魂否定的人缓过神来,也都跑到了现场。我们用尽全力把他的整个身体拉过栏杆,拉到方便应对的阳台上,然后把他带到……我都不记得带到哪里了。

All I could think of was, “What happened?” I sat down dazed, a brand new intern at his first major test. Staring at death in the face.

我能想到的就只是: “刚オ发生了什么事”。我茫然地坐在那里,一个毫无经验的实习生遇到的第一次大测试,竟是面对死亡的震撼教育。

Author’s note to you: while life and death are often out of our control, our eternal destiny depends on our choice. A great place to start is to consider Giver of life.

一点感想:虽然我们无法控制生死,但我们永恒的命运却取决于我们的选择。最好的选择就是开始去思考那位赐给我们生命的主。

In a seemingly realistic reenactment of my 1964 story, in the Hong Kong TVB 2013 entirely fictitious Hippocratic Crush II, a brain tumor patient attempts suicide, rushes to the railing and is grabbed by the small trainee, but manages to jump over the railing, gawked at by staff on the ground level, hanging in mid-air held only by the trainee, and finally saved by the intervention of a stronger senior doctor and other staff.
香港TVB 2013年“36小时 On Call”第二季中,一个虚构的情节,却真实再现了我在1964年亲身经历的一件事:一名脑瘤患者试图跳楼自杀,他跃过栏杆的霎那,被一个个子矮小的实习生拉住,病人吊在半空中,楼下地面上几个工作人员紧张地盯着他。最后一位身强力壮的资深医生和其他人合力把他救了回来。